Conrad, C-Rad, Concrete, Connie, whatever you might call me...

Apologies

2012-02-12T20:04:00.000-08:00

You do not make mistakes because you want to. You make mistakes because they are life's way of teaching you how to be better. In no way am I perfect or will I ever be perfect, but I don't strive for perfection. I strive to pursue who I am, because that is who I want you to know.

I am someone who would do anything for our relationship and anything for you. You have impacted my life and how I view it in so many positive ways that I couldn't begin to list them. I am thankful for you everyday and would be half the man I am today had I never met you. I do love you and I do care for you beyond measure.

Hurting you was something I never intended to do, and will never intend to do. I understand that I did, and I apologize to you for that. I needed to find myself again, and I did. I found the guy who you make smile and make feel comfortable. The guy who would sacrifice anything to make sure you were happy and who will be there for you always.

I love you so much,

Your BFF,

Conrad

2011-10-28T23:00:00.000-07:00

I'm not really sure where to start. I've put everything I have into us, and for 7 months you have been my everything. For 7 months I have been in love with you. For 7 months you have been my main priority. My best friend. That's not going to change no matter what happens and no matter how anything turns out. You have always been there for me and I have done my best to be there for you. I feel like I am losing a battle that I'm not sure I can handle losing. It's tough, I guess, to be perfect. And in no way am I even desperately close to that. I messed up, and I regret it every single day. But the thing is, no matter how imperfect I was, you made me want to be perfect. Because you deserve nothing less than the best, and I wanted to be the best. That Tuesday night of Homecoming was the best night of my life, because I was with you. To be honest, every moment we've spent together has been amazing. Whether we were driving alone and talking or hanging out with everyone else. Everything was right and I want everything to be right between us. These last couple weeks have been confusing and I'll be honest, I'm scared. I've been scared. Knowing what you had been through previously tore me apart inside and I swore to myself I would not do that to you. If I ever hurt you like that, I couldn't live with myself. So maybe that was my problem. Maybe I was too scared of failure to find success. I was scared of looking stupid. I'm scared of everything we have just crumbling away, and I can't handle that fear. I'm who I am because you have helped me find myself, and I can't thank you enough for that. I don't want to know who I would've become without you. I actually care about myself for once. I actually feel like someone cares about me now, and that person is you. I can embrace who I am because you showed me that was okay. With you, I don't want there to be an end. I want to go on forever in this dream. This dream is the best dream I've ever had, and waking up will only return me to the nightmare I was lost in before meeting you. You are my best friend, through thick and thin, through dark and light. Nothing is ever going to change what you are to me and no one is ever going to replace you in my life and heart.

I Love You, I'm in Love with You, and nothing is changing in our friendship. I won't let that happen. Ever.

-Conrad

Saturday and Sunday Shredding pic

2009-02-09T16:29:00.001-08:00

Yes ladies and gentleman, beau artist is bass ackwards as it gets on the big jump

-Abbie eating snow trying to boot-ski-jump

Also walking on air while daffying her way over the jump

umm

2009-02-07T18:46:00.000-08:00

ya.. just so you know. that pablo picasso thing has some uh... awkward pictures. I DO NOT CHOOSE

sorryhaha

NIKE 6.0

2009-02-04T20:19:00.001-08:00

Add Nike 6.0 Illvill to your page

More pictures!!!!!

2009-01-30T16:09:00.000-08:00

Steezy Stevie Hlavaty, Beau Artist stayin straight,

beau just chillin, pretty picture, more pretty pictures.

Esquiar with abigail and beauregard. haha ya bi***

some of muh pictures that i took

2009-01-26T15:55:00.000-08:00

I would post more pictures of me but Victoria's Secret said i am better at taking pictures than being in them

Aren't they just butterful?!?!?!?!

January 21st-sucked

2009-01-21T14:50:00.000-08:00

WORT FU***** DAY OF THE YEAR, NO SHI*. it just flat out sucked.as depicted by the first sentence, i'm not in the best mood. dont ask why, i'm just not. when can someone i like finally like me for once? no, i am no going to tell you who i like. if you know then you know. that is basically why my day sucked. and if i'm a friend stealer, what are you? and i'm not going to tell you guys who i'm talking about either.

Imma Model!!!

2009-01-06T17:18:00.001-08:00

ya, so basically, i'm a madel for victoria's secret. take a look at my most recent catalof pictures. look for me in the 09 issue!!!!!!!!!

SKIING SKIING SKIIN SKIING!!!!!!!!

2008-12-21T10:48:00.001-08:00

As most of my good friends know, when it comes to skiing i am a total ADD physcopath. But finally Beaver Is opening and i am gonna go shred for basically all of Christmas Break. I am going to Bend, Oregon, Beaver Mountain, and Sun Valley, Idaho to slide on my twigs! So hopefully i will be a little calmer during the winter months so you guys can comfortably hang out with me and not worry about a spaz attack. TOOTLES!

2008-12-13T11:33:00.001-08:00

Great week turns to good week

2008-12-10T16:50:00.000-08:00

i guess stuff never goes as planned. i thought i was never gonna use this but i guess not. i'm a horrible liar. So this is what has me super hyped if you picked up on my sarcasm. Two girls, two weeks. the first one i didnt really care because i knew it was coming. (no offense Madelyn.) This most recent one sucks really bad though. i mean, me and Macayle are still cool and everything though and its not like i'm showing up at the dance and not dancing with anyone. Being friends is cool and probably better than no friends at all. It still sucks and i'm super bummed on it. But whatever, i'm gonna stay at friend status with anyone so why even try to move up. and again (no hard feelings Macayle,) i'm just bummed about not going out but its all good. Just another part in life. random fact but KANYE WEST kicks A**

Why did i make one of these

2008-12-01T14:46:00.000-08:00

i have no idea why i decided it would be a good idea to do this.